want don't want don't know

Have you ever felt that you knew
Exactly what you didn't want
And didn't know
What you wanted exactly

mango maniac

Some think I'm an insane snipper of mango leaves. I lovingly collect them, then ruthlessly snip and de-vein them (as if they are prawns waiting to be cooked). And what I do to them later is worse... crush them by dehydrating them in liquid nitrogen in a regular mortar-pestle. Its so difficult explaining what I do exactly... and why.